Composition #4
Draft #3
November 27, 2009.
Rob Flemming
Rob Flemming is the protagonist of Nick Hornby’s bestseller, High Fidelity. Rob is a peculiar person, who sometimes doesn’t know what he wants or what he feels. He is the owner of a record store, and his life is ruled by music. He regrets not finishing school, and that causes his insecurity. He never had a good relationship with his parents, friends or girlfriends because he never put effort into those relationships. Throughout the book we learn about Rob’s relationship with his parents, Rob’s feelings of frustration about quitting school, and Rob’s love life.
Nick Hornby shows us that Rob’s relationship with his parents was never Rob’s priority. First of all, the reader can understand from chapter eleven that Rob’s relationship with his parents is not close, and he doesn’t know his parents at all. When Rob went to his parents’ house, he was expecting to find his boring and predictable parents, but what he found was the opposite - new and interesting parents. They were having fun with neighbors, going to the movies, and also had bought a VCR. In fact Rob was surprised because everything changed. From this, we could infer that he never made the effort to know his parents and to become close to them. Another example of Rob’s relationship with his parents that the author of High Fidelity shows us is in chapter 25. When Laura’s father dies, Rob started to think about how he would feel if his parents died. And what Rob thought is that he will, “hardly feel a thing,” because he has grown distant to his parents. This tells the readers that Rob doesn’t have a close relationship with his parent because he wanted it that way. Finally, we learn about Rob’s relationship with his parents from Rob’s mom’s call in chapter two. In this call they talk about Rob’s love life and how she is worried about his relationships which are like a vicious circle because he meets a girl, they move in together, and she leaves him. After they spoke, Rob said, “Anything bad that has happened to me in the last couple of decades has ended up like this, with mom visible or audibly upset.” Rob felt that his mother never supported him and she never was an understanding mother, however his mother was worried about him and she was only trying to help him. Rob never made the effort to get to know his parents or to have a close relationship with them.
Another part of Rob that Nick Hornby shows us, is Rob’s feelings of frustration about quitting school. Nick Hornby introduces this idea to us for the first time in the chapter where Rob talked about Charlie Nicholson. In this chapter Rob quit school because Charlie broke up with him. After that, not only did he make the decision to open a record store, but he also wasn’t happy with that decision because he was frustrated and he felt that he would be there for all his life. We can see this in page 26 where Rob said, “I am stuck in this pose, this shop-managing pose, forever, because of a few short weeks in 1979 when I went a bit [crazy] for a while.” From this we could infer that Rob is not happy with the decisions that he made. In chapter 21 we could see another example of Rob’s frustration about quitting school. When Rob went to Charlie’s house he envied all of Charlie’s friends because they had better clothes than him, they lived in a better neighborhood, and they had a profession. Rob said “ I want their opinions, I want their money, I want their clothes, I want their ability to talk about dogs’ names without any hint of embarrassment. I want to go back to 1979 and start all over again.” And he also said “The difference between these people and me is that they finished college and I didn’t.” Rob felt that they had all those things because they finished school and he did not have those things because he did not have a profession. This quote makes the readers think that Rob feels regrets for quitting school and he is frustrated because of that.
Also, we saw that Rob’s love life never was the best. First of all, Rob’s first girlfriend, Alison Ashworth, replaced Rob with another person from the same neighborhood, Kevin Bannister, but in a humiliating way. When Rob went to the park to meet with Alison, he saw that she was kissing Kevin. Rob felt angry and he didn’t know what to do, how to act, or where to go. He almost cried. That was the first time that someone had broken his heart and the first time that he had experimented rejection because Alison not only hooked up with Rob without his consent, but she also left Rob without letting him know. Secondly, Charlie Nicholson was Rob’s fourth girlfriend. She was beautiful, exotic, and dramatic, which made Rob feel intimidated and insecure. After two years of being together regardless of the effort that he put into the relationship, Charlie replaced Rob with a classmate from her design program named Marco. Rob was depressed and without thinking, he quit school and this caused him to feel more insecure about himself than before. Finally, Rob’s last girlfriend was Laura. They met when Rob was working as a D.J. in Groucho Club. After some time they moved in together. The relationship was stable at the beginning, but later on, the relationship became monotonous and boring. Rob cheated on Laura when she was pregnant, and Laura consequently decided to have an abortion. Laura replaced Rob with Ian, the neighbor from upstairs. Rob was unsure of how he was feeling. He had mixed emotions about his break up, he felt freedom from not being with Laura, but at the same time missed her. He was trying to pretend that the break up did not affect him but it did affect him. Rob’s romantic relationships were always bad and they always ended up with Rob being cheated on and abandoned.
Rob Flemming was a person full of insecurities. He always had bad relationships with his parents and girlfriends. Even though he was an adult he still had to grow up.
